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[09-09-06 - 3:14pm] |
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this is the end of cutinmyheart. no more blog here. decided to change blog. yeapp. so dont come in here anymore yeah. hehe. no more gabriel. ((: take care readers.
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| You are the antidote that gets me by |
[05-09-06 - 1:51am] |
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Im mugging! at 2am! and watching ultimate fighter on AXN. i need a break. but something inside just keeps me going. keeps driving me.
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| happy birthday |
[01-09-06 - 1:39pm] |
Its already nearing six months since we were left without you. Hope you heard what we have to say yes? we all miss you so much. Hoping that you could be here together with us to finish this last lap. together hand in hand. But knowing you, you'll prolly kick ass in a levels. We sure miss you around.
And you'd prolly met jasmine just after we left. After seeing her in her disraught state, I couldnt help but control my tears from bursting out. It was hard.
and we miss you. you're 18 now. take care man. Look after the girls of 61 will ya. I'll see you around.
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| feel the tears that i cried |
[27-08-06 - 7:38pm] |
Went to church today. Sermon was good. Its about how we disqualify ourselves to god's grace, when actually we have already been accepted by him. Just that a few of us thinks that we're not worthy enough to receive him. Its how I've been feeling lately actually. The sermon couldnt come at a better time. been thinking to myself nowadays, looking back at all the faults that I made and hurt I caused on other people, what do i do to deserve to be in god's kingdom? and I find myself constantly searching for his forgiveness, when its actually there all along.
I felt the tears that you cried, the tears that you shed in the darkness
Come to the waters he said, I know you are thirsty.
so tired of studying already. Not that I've studied a hell lot. Actually comparing to everyone I bet I did the least studying. Attempted maths today which wasnt v productive. Only could remember a little bit of the recent topics. Did the meridian jc paper. heh. man i suck. eating tin tin candy now. ((: tomorrow's gp. Im gunna take a shower, hopefully i feel better and continue maths. Cya.
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[22-08-06 - 11:05pm] |
The last time I saw you, you were on the tree house, with the group of us. It was a hot day, school ended as usual, and you came back to school after playing dota. And it was the very same weekend when you were separated from us.
It could have been you right now that I'm sitting beside in classes, having lunch with in the canteen. Playing floorball one last time with. Should have been you with us going through this final hurdle, and we all know that everything will be smooth flowing from then on.
Short may our time together be, but forever it will last in our heads. As we go on and graduate we will remember deep in our heads that we've got you, to pull us through, and forever etched in our heads would be your laughter that brightens our day. We miss you.
I know you'll see us through. Take care. God bless.
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| brighter than sunshine |
[08-08-06 - 12:20am] |
thanks poot for the nice songs. ((:
Today got me thinking. After what you told me, yeah. It got me thinking. Maybe it was a blessing in disguise? Have you ever considered that? Or maybe he just doesn't wants this to happen to him. But for some reason, I would love to trade places with him, and start over again, a new person. Its hard for such a second chance to come by, and sometimes I do wish that it was me in hospital that can't really remember anything. Not that I'm not happy now, I am. But the past is still haunting, how imperfect I am and how flawed I am before I met you just keep making me think that I don't deserve you. I would want that second chance. At least he is safe, so just thank god for that yes? Have faith. God has everything in his hands. Let him do the work. We'll watch his miracles from here.
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| SHAG |
[30-07-06 - 10:57pm] |
Is the word thats coming out from my mouth nowadays, when I see my friends in school. Shag.
Just played Hunters today. Lost 10 - 9. hahaha. its already considered a not bad result. had two "hits". Not very convincing that my batting is improving, but my eyeing of the ball is definitely better than last year's league games. After the game, had about 15minutes of rest then I had national training. Now I'm home, all battered and scratched. Heh. Tired.
Theres school tomorrow. -sulks- Man, another week of mugging. Didnt do anything this weekend. Screwed. And I'm smallballing. hahaha. bah. Shall just turn you into a sugar mama and you can supply me with money everyday yeh? I'll stay at home and look after the house and cook dinner for you when you come home from work all tired and sweaty and I'll give you a massage and prepare hot shower in the tub and prepare your favourite dinner dishes. ((:
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[26-07-06 - 4:36pm] |
Tomorrow is the opening day of Lakehouse. A movie that I have been long anticipating. heh. Starring Keanus Reeves and Sandra Bullock.
Its the start of thursday and i'm not sleeping yet, i dont know why, but i cant sleep. I'll have club training later, so i guess i'll have to sleep some time soon. heh.
Studying wasnt v productive today. Met Meiling, Miranda and Joy in raffles city while i was studying with Alicia. After studying we picniced at East coast with our subway sandwiches and i walked her home after that. Nothing much happened, was too too too tired to entertain her alot. Im so sorry. Was stoning most of the time. So sorry. heh.
Nothing much left to say, looking forward to the Hunters vs Red Sox match this sunday. ((:
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[24-07-06 - 10:37am] |
ever woken up and felt like shit the first thing in the morning?
yeah thats practically how i felt. felt like crap. Had only four hours or so of sleep, and on top of that the day before I had softball from 8am to 7pm. after that went to The Center Court Cafe at Yio Chu Kang for dinner. The Pelican players were there too, cus one of them happened to be working there part time. So they actually invited Ahber Marcus and Zhaosang over for dinner, but since me and leonard were with them so we taggged along. haha. We played foosball. It was hilarious. Shan't go into the details. hahaha. it was fun. Pure fun. Havent felt so playful for so long? yep.
guess the exams and a levels has been taking its toll on me. I seriously dont think a levels is that important. Ive seen many people working and surviving without an A level cert. Yeah. And I'm so tired. Considering about giving up and focus on softball instead. But I am going nowhere in softball too, so I'll be quite helpless and lost. heh.
tired. so tired. but I aint gonna give up. Its such a wimp to give up. Gonna stay strong. GO GABRIEL. ((:
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